She was a genuine fake,

about as limited as they come. residing mostly in her imagination, believing in the superficials of her life. Her main mode was fear, fear of embarrassment and fear of what ‘others might think’–avoiding imagined embarrassment was the main motivational factor in her limited life. She prided herself on being free, but she wasn’t really; didn’t do a significant thing beyond her superficially busy, self-important working life. Basically, she was a mouse afraid of giving or risking deeply. Above all, she was just a fake, a phony; only interested in being the centre of attention and renowned for her ‘fun’ persona. That was her limited raison d’etre in a nutshell.