Sense Memory

(two WWI houses: the childhood home (1955-1964), stripped of hedge and trees on right, garage added later)

(at the 100th anniversary of my Bannatyne elementary school with Hugh, my oldest friend; Hugh worked for Boeing in Winnipeg)

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Feeling the cold air stream in through the bathroom window, and I am suddenly back visiting my parents’ old Portage Avenue walk-up in the late ’70s. They always used to prop their drop-down window with a stick to get summer air in their suite. That memory and the remembered taste of my Winnipeg water from a tap in August.

All making it feel like I could walk out of my bathroom this morning and into their suite with its maple colonial furniture and the braided rug my dad painstakingly took care of lying on the floor after he developed cancer. The experience much like a dissolve in Miller’s Death of a Salesman in which one scene from one time gives way to another, smoothly and effortlessly, connecting past and present.

Heading back to Winnipeg this September for the first time in several years. Mentally, emotionally, and spiritually, even now, I can still inhabit the childhood St. James memories and those of my high school days; walk into a given scene, knowing how many steps will take me to a particular place and memory. Much has changed, but there is enough that will be close and still very palpable–the apartment block we lived in across from the hotel, the senior high school grounds minus the school since the reunion, and a five block walk to the two streets which figured from grade 1 to grade 9–Wallasey Street (where our house still is) and Thompson Drive–my paper route for five years (when newspapers were delivered before suppertime).

Yes, all still there and accessible for the most part–where I was the key speaker at my elementary school’s 100th anniversary and where I attended my (now-gone; burned down) high school’s 50th anniversary in 2007. Despite the many intervening years and changes, something remains and lingers with an air of permanence about that boyhood and teenhood. This trip attending my high school’s monthly meeting at Silver Heights Restaurant with Dave and Hugh. That much continuity and permanence of a sort.

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“We’re so engaged in

doing things to achieve purposes of outer value that we forget that the inner value–the rapture that is associated with being alive, is what it’s all about.”
–Joseph Campbell

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Bob Dylan,

a worthy Nobel Prize winner for Literature, astutely anticipated and predicted Trump’s plight back in 1965, 53 years ago:
“But even the president of the United States
Sometimes must have to stand naked.”
–“It’s Alright Ma (I’m Only Bleeding”)

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With Bach, It’s All About The Feeling, Baby!

Three good examples:

Sonata No. 1 in G Minor

Partita No. 1 in B Minor

Sonata No. 2 in A Minor

as played by Kristof Barati.

Great composing meets great playing.

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Can’t Be Repeated Enough

Doh! Ain’t no apps for:

-common sense

-intelligence

-sense of humor and wit

-decency

-sensibility

-personal depth

-natural capacity to respond to beauty

-creative consciousness

-empathy and sympathy

-civility and courtesy

-gentleness, kindness and caring

-natural innocence, awe, and wonder

-natural curiosity

-appreciation

-institutions that truly serve the public and not merely politicians, parties, or government

-permanence

-real intimacy, open-heartedness, love, and touch

-live in-person presence

-actual traditional works of art

-nature and pets

-genius and vision

-civilization

-personal freedom

-true individuality

-unconventional consciousness

-moments of being

-unagenda-ed possibilities

-un-e-mediated spirit and soul experience

-un-e-mediated magic moments

And never will be. All those many things that are rapidly vanishing, quickly forgotten, or gone largely missing in our ‘wonderful’ brave new d-world., leaving a decimated shell.

“Technology dominates us all, diminishing our freedom.”–Dorothy McCall, quoted, 14 March 1974″

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Mass Societal Addiction to Phones and Screens

From birth (because of irresponsible parenting), at home, at the dinner table, in bed, with family and friends, at schools (which have totally sold out to the digital age), at work, in offices, in parks, at beaches, in museums and libraries; in short, everywhere, all the time. And people become as dumb, numb, conditioned, and insensitive as what they behold 24/7.

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Purpose Today?

Another nature lesson.

Dog-sitting Peanut while her family is in Calgary to enjoy the Thomas the Train festival at Heritage Park.

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One of the Best Spoofs on Trump Yet

In today’s news, Dana Millbank’s brilliant satire of Trump’s imagined Nobel Prize Acceptance Speech. Enjoy!

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On Deleting in a Digital Age

It’s the attachments that are ‘killers’.
The price of love?

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A Sensuous Delicacy

Something new from Fifendekel Pie Shop Café: Strawberry pie!
Bought the first one today at the 51 Ave. location. Wonderfully fresh and needs to be tasted to be believed.

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